Why is it......

that it is so hard to find loyal people...clients especially....you work so hard...available to them 24 hours a day/ 7 days a week....do the best possible job you can and still they will leave you in a heartbeat...
I had many clients like that....I have been in this business for 25 years and people have come and gone...but the ones that hurt most are the ones that at like your friends....then the slightest thing or "new" thing that someone shows...they're gone...and for no real reason...not realizing what the loss of business can really do...
That's a tough one to swallow....
Entertainment people are always portrayed as "special" but no one pays attention to the people behind them who help them be special....
All the special things that are given to them and special privileges afforded them....wow...they very rarely acknowledge the "true" team...
Now, don't get me wrong...I am not bitter...most of the time I have been extremely blessed with a client base that has been kind and caring...but it's those few that that you think are your "friends" that hurt you the most...
So many hours, so many secrets kept....working so hard....and for what??

Anyway, had a great week otherwise...am looking for creative ways to boost my business...better my position in the business world...looking for ideas...supporters and well wishers...

As for lap band life...I ate something this week that really set me back to the past that I try to leave behind...I have to stop doing that...sometimes the old Donna sneaks her ugly head and takes over...I get all the old cravings and I so want to fall back on those horrible habits that got me to the weight that I can't even verbalize yet...HELP!...but I don't want to dwell on that moment..have to move on or else I will regress...
So, it's not like it didn't happen because I felt horrible....what I did...was not good...but I won't let it get me down...
Moving forward...have to start the new week with with a clean slate...I have a new goal...have to achieve it....

Need my support people to really help me now....this is so hard for me sometimes and trying to do it alone is so incredibly isolating...
This is a 4 day week for me because I am going on a little vacation...just 3 days..but with people that I love most in this world....well most of them...

Have a good week everyone...and please comment, comment comment...I learn from your wisdom..

Until next time
CL8 y'all