WOW..it's been so long!! Sorry about that...
I try to do better...but things happen and time flies...
Here is my question for today...why do people disappoint us?
Is it because you place your expectations of them to high?
I have always gotten very upset ad taken it very personal and concentrated on how it affected me...how much it hurt me....you know..the "how could they do that to me" syndrome...but I never looked at the other side...did I expect to much....did I set them up to fail? I need to stop being the victim...my happiness does not rely on ANYONE else! Having to deal with my lap band surgery, I have come to realize that no one can make anything happen in MY life except ME...
My happiness is my job! I have done so well...learned how to eat better...portions...
It hasn't been easy....it's been a struggle and I have had to learn about myself...the strength the was always there...I had to find it....deep down inside me...
Don't get me wrong...I have had the strongest support from my family (even my dad) and my friends...but the bottom line it had to come from me...inside me...
So now I have to learn how to deal with disappointment...learn to let people off the hook.
Learn that I can't control the choices other people make...and learn how to let them make those choices without being upset with them. I can't be angry...because I can't control it.
I have to love them and support them as they support me...
So that is my quest for now....

C L8 y'all